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Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Abstraction of the Mind (The Dream to become ONE)


“The vampire inspired Monologue” (Stefan Salvatore)
Bloodsucker
I always wanted an ordinary life. From a baby, then I would go through childhood, then become an adolescent, then would become an adult, old and then die. Yet all of these turned upside down after becoming an extra-ordinary individual.
One-hundred sixty four years earlier when I last felt how to be human. The last time of feeling the need to love, to be angry and to be happy as a human were all gone.  All of these began to change when I met her. I never imagined of me becoming like this. I always fear them, yet now I’m part of them. Yes. I died, my own father did it. Do you think I am angry of him? No, I am not; it is worth of me being killed for I am a monster.
At the dreadful streets of the wilderness, I woke-up and I started to crave for blood. When I went to the village everyone was staring at me. They were all curious of what exactly happened to me. As I was walking into the dark, I saw the people who killed me and I slayed them and drunk all the blood that flows within their veins. I, Stefan Salvatore, turned into a wreck less and heartless monster.
I started to feel guilt but I locked them, down inside the emptiness of my soul. The people around me were like heroine drug for me. I could not stop myself but kill them, drink their blood and be the god of death for them to break free. I am forcing myself to change. Yet, the real identity of being ruthless drives my soul to hurt people around me. Yes, I need blood and all of these will end only if I will die again! 

Abstraction of the Mind ( Hail Death)


Death

Holy!
Everyone gets afraid
For you tear hearts deeply
Like a thief in the night;
Leave no mark no trail wearily.
Rich, poor all of us might
All be fairly braid.
                  In the dark,
In the light, he shall bring;
The deadly pray of the hollow bay.

Holy!
I call your wrath!
I’m not afraid.
To ease the pain in bath,
Of blood,
Of anger!
The world thirsts your flood
Like craving Klaus of doppelganger
You are our hope truly.
Let us go freely!

Abstraction of the Mind ( What I felt that spring of Mae)


Cavalier

Thy heart caressed in ice so numb
My love speaketh with you so dumb
Oh please! Release your love I succumb
And drown drinking my own in rum.

You know I have given my all in all.
Blood and lust yours only shall fall;
My life, I know is not worth a call
My love is nothing for you shall pall!

Abstraction of the Mind (THis is How I love the spring of Mae)


Matrimony

Thou hast seen the earnestness of my soul
Eager to rescue even in the roaring fire of coal
You are my all, Oh love! like an exquisite diamond stone!
Thy love is worth a thousand doves to own.

Playfulness of your heart whom thou lovest, hated;
Embraced such with gladness and adapt I accepted
Gaze for what I don’t have beyond what you expected
Grasped someone that pleased thy lust, never lasted!

Cursed your selfishness yet opened my eyes;
I am a lion filled with anger; that cries
I remembered such vow of matrimony
In happiness and sadness til’ death you’re my only

Abstraction of the Mind ( What my heart beats)


The Girl that Takes My Breath Away

Every time I can see her passing along the corridor, I could not help myself but stare at her. She’s like no other ordinary girl for me. Though she would look like an elementary student, her height seemed to be perfect, imagining her to walk with me on that corridor where the only option I can do was to stare and move static. However, she’s like an unreachable star, though an inch near to me. Her brown skin and brown eyes make my heart tremble every time she converses with me. The best thing is when she talks, her Avon lip lipstick makes her even more attractive. Her shoulder levelled hair is one of my dreams to touch with. Her cute cheeks with a little freckle on both sides would make her even as unique as other girls would look like.
We are classmates I may say and couldn’t help myself but look for some ways and means just to get her attention. Her thin small arms are as fragile as glasses and her hands as soft as cotton, so lovely I would want to hold all day long. I would tease and often she would tap my shoulders and sometimes my back, and eventually that makes my day complete. Her childish way of walking, with her small and thin body makes me feel in love and fall for her.
One night we had a serious conversation, I confessed my love for her. As I look at her long nose and small attractive eyes, it makes me shut down and makes me speechless. The way I see her, she’s an angel to me. Though she said “no” she would always be my inspiration. I will always have her, the way she talk, so lovely and her cold heart would always be my guide to be always warmer at all times. That dream of holding her black hair, it’s a dream up to now. Yet I will not give up and continue to love that petite, friendly yet fragile friend of mine. Though she’s thin physically, she’s healthy and full of kindness inside. She’s that girl that takes my breath away.

Abstraction of the Mind ( A child's reply)


Child’s Song

I thought that every thing
Was fine and clean
Yet one day I woke terribly

They were bangin’ in anger
And fought as if
There’s no tomorrow
“What’s the matter with these two?”

He was shouting in silence
Because of deep wrath.
Fixed his things and left
Us all alone.
Leaving questions unanswered.

She never halted him,
As if she saw a wind
And started to cry at as side.
While I was looking
She stared at me
“It’s all his fault,
He never made us happy!”

I ran toward him
But he swayed his hand
Pointed and said
“Go back, don’t leave her,
“I promise I come back!
Every thing’s fine.”

The paradox of what he said
Made me burn in anger
Then came to my senses
“Who’s to blame?”

Contemplated, realized
They gave up so easily.
Never thought of me and
The light that awaits.

This is horrible
A blade beside me,
Calling to be with me.

“Son don’t leave me!”

Abstraction of the mind (Curse a short story)


           Long time ago in the distant Kingdom of Cantasia in the far west of England, lived a mighty, handsome, kind and brave King named Christopher. King Christopher was a well-known King who comqured every country he has engaged with and further expanded his Kingdom to the far south of Europe.

“I have to go back to the castle as soon as possible!” said the King. “Why your majesty you are in a hurry?” asked his trusted general Dufort. “My wife is about to give birth to my child.” He drove with his horse all the way back to the castle. He was very ecstatic to see his wife holding with her his child. If boy to be named Christof and of girl be named as Christine. He was in sudden wonder why the entire Kingdom was in deep silence. The King was expecting a warm welcome for him in his successful conquest against the Kingdom in the far South of Europe. However, a bad news welcomed him and despair and terror came into his sanity.
Upon his entrance to the room, everyone was stopping him from going inside the room where his wife gave birth. “Your majesty, here is your son “Christof.” His angelic face was so alluring that immediately caught the Kings tensioned eyes. He suddenly forgot her wife and focused on his little angel, Christof. However, after an hour of observing the innocent sleep of the baby, he finally went to a realization of looking for her wife. He placed the baby to his cabin and went straight to the room where his wife gave birth.
“Your majesty I’m really very sorry!” said the midwife of the Queen. He hastily went to the bed and saw the cadaver of his wife. The red rosy cheeks of his wife still fresh and the face filled with satisfaction with no marks of guilt pictured the looks and dead remains of the King’s wife. He fell down into his knees and cried to the upmost grief and sorrow. The King’s face was filled with gigantic burden which he didn’t ever felt before. The sorrow and the pain of the Kingdom started with the death of the beautiful and enchanting Queen of Cantasia.
The Kingdom was surrounded by sudden sadness and made the King stop conquering Kingdoms. He felt that all of these things were of no worth due to the loss of his queen. Years passed by and Christof grew into a handsome, noble, brave, kind and gentleman. He was admired by many, but his father could not do so. He understood that the reason why the King was too far from him was because he was blamed to be the cause of his mother’s death. The good thing about Christof was that he never developed anger and loved his father more than the King could ever imagine.
Prince Christof was fond of going to the woods secretly to hunt. He loves to see the nature touch of the woods, including the mild flow of the waters beneath it. At the very end of the forest there was this creepy and cold place where no plant could ever grow and no animal could ever survive. The place was always at winter and the area was all but in the mere white of dead silence and hidden terror. For Christof’s 20 years of existence, he never tried to engage himself to that hazardous place. Yet one day he started to become curious of it, every time he visits the woods to hunt.
On the hottest season of the year summer, SUMMER, he unexpectedly visited the woods and in the middle his trip he decided to shift to the forbidden wilderness. As he was going closer to the endless white and cold land, he saw a small hill nearby a dead hallow tree. A small shining hut filled with diamonds stones all around its walls and its windows were made of gold amazed his eyes. The door was splendidly carved out from a white oak tree that grows only once in a millennium.
He was amazed upon the beautiful spot and so he drew nearer. When Christof opened the door, he saw an old but magnificently clothed woman. “Oh! Young boy come in I have been waiting for you for quiet years.” “Why would you wait for a simple guy like…. Me?” “I should not be here!” he added. “I have to go!” “Wait young boy, I have nothing against you!” “I know that the King has forbidden every single villager to come here for they say that this was a cursed land.” But the truth was that this land was actually the consequence of what your father did long time ago. “I can’t understand can you elaborate more?” “Okay let’s be seated.”
“Before your father became the King, King Edgar wanted your father to marry the princess of Estalgia, Princess Ayana, however, King Christopher met Randalya, your mother who was said to be the daughter of the great evil conqueror Levid. Levid was connected to dark magic of which the opposite to his daughter Randalya. Your father, King Christopher loved Randalya so much and so they married even if it’s against the belief and culture of the Kingdom.” Levid was at rage upon knowing this; however, he has no right to step on the blessed land “Cantasia” due to his black magic.
For Levid’s revenge, he cursed his own daughter that at the time of her first birth she’ll die. And that was absolutely what happened. Yet wait! There was this hidden part of the story, the place where my hut was placed, was placed was actually a part of Levid’s curse. This was the old Kingdom of Cantasia that was cursed from a land of warm and life to a land of cold and death. The bad thing was part of it was to repeat itself. “What do you mean?” “You, being the King’s heir shall love another cursed being that will destroy the entire Kingdom.”
“This is ridiculous!” “I have to leave!” “No please I’m not yet done boy!” Christof hastily went away the hut and ran back to the woods. Upon his arrival to the castle, he asked his father about what the old woman shared to him. The King was honest and agreed to what he said. In his, guilt, he went away secretly without informing his father about his sudden decision. On his journey, Christof met another lady who was also a traveller. Her name was Katarina. Katarina was a bit strange however, the first time Christof has set his eyes on her; he immediately fell in love with her enchanting beauty. Katarina in return fell in love as well with him.
For years they were together, and soon they decided to marry. During their time together Christof was happy and satisfied about their marriage. Yet he was in doubt of why once in  a month, Katarina disappears without signs and comes back the next day. If Christof would ask her she would just reply that she just went away to run an errand for his boss nearby town. “One night, she went out secretly not knowing that Christof was following her. He was into great surprise when he saw what Katarina what actually was doing. He thought that she was kissing the man, but he was mistaken. Blood flowed within the neck of the victim. He was so afraid and run as fast as he can yet he was on surprise when in just an split of a second, Katarina was already on his front filled with blood in her face. She was smiling. “I know that you are following me!” “I can sense it.” I know everything that you do and I think now is the right time to reveal my true identity. “I am vampire!” The girl that you love is a monster. “You know how much I loved you!” “I will do everything just for you.” Turn me as one of you. “I tell you it’s hard, the lust for blood will take years to control it!” “I don’t care!”
Friday the thirteenth (13) of that month they performed the ritual. Christof drunk the blood of Katarina and became a vampire. For years, they transferred from one place to another due to no self-control of Christof to human blood. Two years later, he heard the news that his father King Christopher was about to die. So he decided to go back to the Kingdom of Cantasia. The blood of people around him was like a heroine drug for him, yet with the help of Katarina, he managed to control it. As he faced his father, he was sad and asked forgiveness and his father eventually forgiven him and died. The King was just waiting for his return.
One night in the Kingdom a man was running with blood all around his body and dropped by the newly King, Christof. He couldn’t stop himself and devoured the body of that stranger. The sad thing about blood lust was that, once you’re fed, you can’t stop unless the sun rises. Christof slayed all the people inside the village in just one night and when he woke up, he saw Katarina crying chained in front of the Cathedral. “We have to die, we must end this curse!” I regret for turning you, I ruined your life. “I’m really very sorry.” “I know I have to die, but you have to stay Katarina you are good, you’ve been in this world for more than 500 hundred years. “No, as the sun rises we must die!”
The vampires were slaves of the sun. They will die out of the suns light. As the light reveals the nightmare, death slowly ended the lives of these two detrimental beings and soon the light corrupted their bodies and burned like no other. At the end they shouted each other’s love. The love of both Kings were ended in a sad and tragic end, yet filled with love and sacrifices.